Jnana-Yoga
CHAPTER VII
GOD IN EVERYTHING
(Delivered in London, 27th October 1896)
We have seen how the greater portion of our life must of
necessity be filled with evils, however we may resist, and that
this mass of evil is practically almost infinite for us. We have
been struggling to remedy this since the beginning of time, yet
everything remains very much the same. The more we discover
remedies, the more we find ourselves beset by subtler evils. We
have also seen that all religions propose a God, as the one way
of escaping these difficulties. All religions tell us that if
you take the world as it is, as most practical people would
advise us to do in this age, then nothing would be left to us
but evil. They further assert that there is something beyond
this world. This life in the five senses, life in the material
world, is not all; it is only a small portion, and merely
superficial. Behind and beyond is the Infinite in which there is
no more evil. Some people call It God, some Allah, some Jehovah,
Jove, and so on. The Vedantin calls It Brahman.
The first impression we get of the advice given by religions is
that we had better terminate our existence. To the question how
to cure the evils of life, the answer apparently is, give up
life. It reminds one of the old story. A mosquito settled on the
head of a man, and a friend, wishing to kill the mosquito, gave
it such a blow that he killed both man and mosquito. The remedy
of evil seems to suggest a similar course of action. Life is
full of ills, the world is full of evils; that is a fact no one
who is old enough to know the world can deny.
But what is remedy proposed by all the religions? That this
world is nothing. Beyond this world is something which is very
real. Here comes the difficulty. The remedy seems to destroy
everything. How can that be a remedy? Is there no way out then?
The Vedanta says that what all the religions advance is
perfectly true, but it should be properly understood. Often it
is misunderstood, because the religions are not very clear in
their meaning. What we really want is head and heart combined.
The heart is great indeed; it is through the heart that come the
great inspirations of life. I would a hundred times rather have
a little heart and no brain, than be all brains and no heart.
Life is possible, progress is possible for him who has heart,
but he who has no heart and only brains dies of dryness.
At the same time we know that he who is carried along by his
heart alone has to undergo many ills, for now and then he is
liable to tumble into pitfalls. The combination of heart and
head is what we want. I do not mean that a man should compromise
his heart for his brain or vice versa, but let everyone have an
infinite amount of heart and feeling, and at the same time an
infinite amount of reason. Is there any limit to what we want in
this world? Is not the world infinite? There is room for an
infinite amount of feeling, and so also for an infinite amount
of culture and reason. Let them come together without limit, let
them be running together, as it were, in parallel lines each
with the other.
Most of the religions understand the fact, but the error into
which they all seem to fall is the same; they are carried away
by the heart, the feelings. There is evil in the world, give up
the world; that is the great teaching, and the only teaching, no
doubt. Give up the world. There cannot be two opinions that to
understand the truth every one of us has to give up error. There
cannot be two opinions that everyone of us in order to have good
must give up evil; there cannot be two opinions that everyone of
us to have life must give up what is death.
And yet, what remains to us, if this theory involves giving up
the life of the senses, the life as we know it? And what else do
we mean by life? If we give this up, what remains?
We shall understand this better, when, later on, we come to the
more philosophical portions of the Vedanta. But for the present
I beg to state that in Vedanta alone we find a rational solution
of the problem. Here I can only lay before you what the Vedanta
seeks to teach, and that is the deification of the world. The
Vedanta does not in reality denounce the world. The ideal of
renunciation nowhere attains such a height as in the teachings
of the Vedanta. But, at the same time, dry suicidal advice is
not intended; it really means deification of the world - giving
up the world as we think of it, as we know it, as it appears to
us - and to know what it really is. Deify it; it is God alone.
We read at the commencement of one of the oldest of the
Upanishads, "Whatever exists in this universe is to be covered
with the Lord."
We have to cover everything with the Lord Himself, not by a
false sort of optimism, not by blinding our eyes to the evil,
but by really seeing God in everything. Thus we have to give up
the world, and when the world is given up, what remains? God.
What is meant? You can have your wife; it does not mean that you
are to abandon her, but that you are to see God in the wife.
Give up your children; what does that mean? To turn them out of
doors, as some human brutes do in every country? Certainly not.
That is diabolism; it is not religion. But see God in your
children. So, in everything. In life and in death, in happiness
and in misery, the Lord is equally present. The whole world is
full of the Lord. Open your eyes and see Him. This is what
Vedanta teaches. Give up the world which you have conjectured,
because your conjecture was based upon a very partial
experience, upon very poor reasoning, and upon your own
weakness. Give it up; the world we have been thinking of so
long, the world to which we have been clinging so long, is a
false world of our own creation. Give that up; open your eyes
and see that as such it never existed; it was a dream, Maya.
What existed was the Lord Himself. It is He who is in the child,
in the wife, and in the husband; it is He who is in the good and
in the bad; He is in the sin and in the sinner; He is in life
and in death.
A tremendous assertion indeed! Yet that is the theme which the
Vedanta wants to demonstrate, to teach, and to preach. This is
just the opening theme.
Thus we avoid the dangers of life and its evils. Do not desire
anything. What makes us miserable? The cause of all miseries
from which we suffer is desire. You desire something, and the
desire is not fulfilled; the result is distress. If there is no
desire, there is no suffering. But here, too, there is the
danger of my being misunderstood. So it is necessary to explain
what I mean by giving up desire and becoming free from all
misery. The walls have no desire and they never suffer. True,
but they never evolve. This chair has no desires, it never
suffers; but it is always a chair. There is a glory in
happiness, there is a glory in suffering. If I may dare to say
so, there is a utility in evil too. The great lesson in misery
we all know. There are hundreds of things we have done in our
lives which we wish we had never done, but which, at the same
time, have been great teachers. As for me, I am glad I have done
something good and many things bad; glad I have done something
right, and glad I have committed many errors, because every one
of them has been a great lesson. I, as I am now, am the
resultant of all I have done, all I have thought. Every action
and thought have had their effect, and these effects are the sum
total of my progress.
We all understand that desires are wrong, but what is meant by
giving up desires? How could life go on? It would be the same
suicidal advice, killing the desire and the man too. The
solution is this. Not that you should not have property, not
that you should not have things which are necessary and things
which are even luxuries. Have all that you want, and more, only
know the truth and realise it. Wealth does not belong to
anybody. Have no idea of proprietorship, possessorship. You are
nobody, nor am I, nor anyone else. All belongs to the Lord,
because the opening verse told us to put the Lord in everything.
God is in the wealth that you enjoy. He is in the desire that
rises in your mind. He is in the things you buy to satisfy your
desire; He is in your beautiful attire, in your beautiful
ornaments. This is the line of thought. All will be
metamorphosed as soon as you begin to see things in that light.
If you put God in your every movement, in your conversation, in
your form, in everything, the whole scene changes, and the
world, instead of appearing as one of woe and misery, will
become a heaven.
"The kingdom of heaven is within you," says Jesus; so says the
Vedanta, and every great teacher. "He that hath eyes to see, let
him see, and he that hath ears to hear, let him hear." The
Vedanta proves that the truth for which we have been searching
all this time is present, and was all the time with us. In our
ignorance, we thought we had lost it, and went about the world
crying and weeping, struggling to find the truth, while all
along it was dwelling in our own hearts. There alone can we find
it.
If we understand the giving up of the world in its old, crude
sense, then it would come to this: that we must not work, that
we must be idle, sitting like lumps of earth, neither thinking
nor doing anything, but must become fatalists, driven about by
every circumstance, ordered about by the laws of nature,
drifting from place to place. That would be the result. But that
is not what is meant. We must work. Ordinary mankind, driven
everywhere by false desire, what do they know of work? The man
propelled by his own feelings and his own senses, what does he
know about work? He works, who is not propelled by his own
desires, by any selfishness whatsoever. He works, who has no
ulterior motive in view. He works, who has nothing to gain from
work.
Who enjoys the picture, the seller or the seer? The seller is
busy with his accounts, computing what his gain will be, how
much profit he will realise on the picture. His brain is full of
that. He is looking at the hammer, and watching the bids. He is
intent on hearing how fast the bids are rising. That man is
enjoying the picture who has gone there without any intention of
buying or selling. He looks at the picture and enjoys it. So
this whole universe is a picture, and when these desires have
vanished, men will enjoy the world, and then this buying and
selling and these foolish ideas of possession will be ended. The
money-lender gone, the buyer gone, the seller gone, this world
remains the picture, a beautiful painting. I never read of any
more beautiful conception of God than the following: "He is the
Great Poet, the Ancient Poet; the whole universe is His poem,
coming in verses and rhymes and rhythms, written in infinite
bliss." When we have given up desires, then alone shall we be
able to read and enjoy this universe of God. Then everything
will become deified. Nooks and corners, by-ways and shady
places, which we thought dark and unholy, will be all deified.
They will all reveal their true nature, and we shall smile at
ourselves and think that all this weeping and crying has been
but child's play, and we were only standing by, watching.
So, do your work, says the Vedanta. It first advises us how to
work - by giving up - giving up the apparent, illusive world.
What is meant by that? Seeing God everywhere. Thus do you work.
Desire to live a hundred years, have all earthly desires, if you
wish, only deify them, convert them into heaven. Have the desire
to live a long life of helpfulness, of blissfulness and activity
on this earth. Thus working, you will find the way out. There is
no other way. If a man plunges headlong into foolish luxuries of
the world without knowing the truth, he has missed his footing,
he cannot reach the goal. And if a man curses the world, goes
into a forest, mortifies his flesh, and kills himself little by
little by starvation, makes his heart a barren waste, kills out
all feelings, and becomes harsh, stern, and dried-up, that man
also has missed the way. These are the two extremes, the two
mistakes at either end. Both have lost the way, both have missed
the goal.
So work, says the Vedanta, putting God in everything, and
knowing Him to be in everything. Work incessantly, holding life
as something deified, as God Himself, and knowing that this is
all we have to do, this is all we should ask for. God is in
everything, where else shall we go to find Him? He is already in
every work, in every thought, in every feeling. Thus knowing, we
must work - this is the only way, there is no other. Thus the
effects of work will not bind us. We have seen how false desires
are the cause of all the misery and evil we suffer, but when
they are thus deified, purified, through God, they bring no
evil, they bring no misery. Those who have not learnt this
secret will have to live in a demoniacal world until they
discover it. Many do not know what an infinite mine of bliss is
in them, around them, everywhere; they have not yet discovered
it. What is a demoniacal world? The Vedanta says, ignorance.
We are dying of thirst sitting on the banks of the mightiest
river. We are dying of hunger sitting near heaps of food. Here
is the blissful universe, yet we do not find it. We are in it
all the time, and we are always mistaking it. Religion proposes
to find this out for us. The longing for this blissful universe
is in all hearts. It has been the search of all nations, it is
the one goal of religion, and this ideal is expressed in various
languages in different religions. It is only the difference of
language that makes all these apparent divergences. One
expresses a thought in one way, another a little differently,
yet perhaps each is meaning exactly what the other is expressing
in a different language.
More questions arise in connection with this. It is very easy to
talk. From my childhood I have heard of seeing God everywhere
and in everything, and then I can really enjoy the world, but as
soon as I mix with the world, and get a few blows from it, the
idea vanishes. I am walking in the street thinking that God is
in every man, and a strong man comes along and gives me a push
and I fall flat on the footpath. Then I rise up quickly with
clenched fist, the blood has rushed to my head, and the
reflection goes. Immediately I have become mad. Everything is
forgotten; instead of encountering God I see the devil. Ever
since we were born we have been told to see God in all. Every
religion teaches that - see God in everything and everywhere. Do
you not remember in the New Testament how Christ says so? We
have all been taught that; but it is when we come to the
practical side, that the difficulty begins. You all remember how
in Æesop's Fables a fine stag is looking at his form reflected
in a lake and is saying to his young one, "How powerful I am,
look at my splendid head, look at my limbs, how strong and
muscular they are; and how swiftly I can run." In the meantime
he hears the barking of dogs in the distance, and immediately
takes to his heels, and after he has run several miles, he comes
back panting. The young one says, "You just told me how strong
you were, how was it that when the dog barked, you ran away?"
"Yes, my son; but when the dogs bark all my confidence
vanishes." Such is the case with us. We think highly of
humanity, we feel ourselves strong and valiant, we make grand
resolves; but when the "dogs" of trial and temptation bark, we
are like the stag in the fable. Then, if such is the case, what
is the use of teaching all these things? There is the greatest
use. The use is this, that perseverance will finally conquer.
Nothing can be done in a day.
"This Self is first to be heard, then to be thought upon, and
then meditated upon." Everyone can see the sky, even the very
worm crawling upon the earth sees the blue sky, but how very far
away it is! So it is with our ideal. It is far away, no doubt,
but at the same time, we know that we must have it. We must even
have the highest ideal. Unfortunately in this life, the vast
majority of persons are groping through this dark life without
any ideal at all. If a man with an ideal makes a thousand
mistakes, I am sure that the man without an ideal makes fifty
thousand. Therefore, it is better to have an ideal. And this
ideal we must hear about as much as we can, till it enters into
our hearts, into our brains, into our very veins, until it
tingles in every drop of our blood and permeates every pore in
our body. We must meditate upon it. "Out of the fullness of the
heart the mouth speaketh," and out of the fullness of the heart
the hand works too.
It is thought which is the propelling force in us. Fill the mind
with the highest thoughts, hear them day after day, think them
month after month. Never mind failures; they are quite natural,
they are the beauty of life, these failures. What would life be
without them? It would not be worth having if it were not for
struggles. Where would be the poetry of life? Never mind the
struggles, the mistakes. I never heard a cow tell a lie, but it
is only a cow - never a man. So never mind these failures, these
little backslidings; hold the ideal a thousand times, and if you
fail a thousand times, make the attempt once more. The ideal of
man is to see God in everything. But if you cannot see Him in
everything, see Him in one thing, in that thing which you like
best, and then see Him in another. So on you can go. There is
infinite life before the soul. Take your time and you will
achieve your end.
"He, the One, who vibrates more quickly than mind, who attains
to more speed than mind can ever do, whom even the gods reach
not, nor thought grasps, He moving, everything moves. In Him all
exists. He is moving. He is also immovable. He is near and He is
far. He is inside everything. He is outside everything,
interpenetrating everything. Whoever sees in every being that
same Atman, and whoever sees everything in that Atman, he never
goes far from that Atman. When all life and the whole universe
are seen in this Atman, then alone man has attained the secret.
There is no more delusion for him. Where is any more misery for
him who sees this Oneness in the universe?"
This is another great theme of the Vedanta, this Oneness of
life, this Oneness of everything. We shall see how it
demonstrates that all our misery comes through ignorance, and
this ignorance is the idea of manifoldness, this separation
between man and man, between nation and nation, between earth
and moon, between moon and sun. Out of this idea of separation
between atom and atom comes all misery. But the Vedanta says
this separation does not exist, it is not real. It is merely
apparent, on the surface. In the heart of things there is Unity
still. If you go below the surface, you find that Unity between
man and man, between races and races, high and low, rich and
poor, gods and men, and men and animals. If you go deep enough,
all will be seen as only variations of the One, and he who has
attained to this conception of Oneness has no more delusion.
What can delude him? He knows the reality of everything, the
secret of everything. Where is there any more misery for him?
What does he desire? He has traced the reality of everything to
the Lord, the Centre, the Unity of everything, and that is
Eternal Existence, Eternal Knowledge, Eternal Bliss. Neither
death nor disease, nor sorrow, nor misery, nor discontent is
there. All is Perfect Union and Perfect Bliss. For whom should
he mourn then? In the Reality, there is no death, there is no
misery; in the Reality, there is no one to mourn for, no one to
be sorry for. He has penetrated everything, the Pure One, the
Formless, the Bodiless, the Stainless. He the Knower, He the
Great Poet, the Self-Existent, He who is giving to everyone what
he deserves. They grope in darkness who worship this ignorant
world, the world that is produced out of ignorance, thinking of
it as Existence, and those who live their whole lives in this
world, and never find anything better or higher, are groping in
still greater darkness. But he who knows the secret of nature,
seeing That which is beyond nature through the help of nature,
he crosses death, and through the help of That which is beyond
nature, he enjoys Eternal Bliss. "Thou sun, who hast covered the
Truth with thy golden disc, do thou remove the veil, so that I
may see the Truth that is within thee. I have known the Truth
that is within thee, I have known what is the real meaning of
thy rays and thy glory and have seen That which shines in thee;
the Truth in thee I see, and That which is within thee is within
me, and I am That."
CHAPTER VIII
REALISATION
(Delivered in London, 29th October 1896)
I will read to you from one of the Upanishads. It is called the
Katha Upanishad. Some of you, perhaps, have read the translation
by Sir Edwin Arnold, called the Secret of Death. In our last
[i.e. a previous] lecture we saw how the inquiry which started
with the origin of the world, and the creation of the universe,
failed to obtain a satisfactory answer from without, and how it
then turned inwards. This book psychologically takes up that
suggestion, questioning into the internal nature of man. It was
first asked who created the external world, and how it came into
being. Now the question is: What is that in man; which makes him
live and move, and what becomes of that when he dies? The first
philosophers studied the material substance, and tried to reach
the ultimate through that. At the best, they found a personal
governor of the universe, a human being immensely magnified, but
yet to all intents and purposes a human being. But that could
not be the whole of truth; at best, it could be only partial
truth. We see this universe as human beings, and our God is our
human explanation of the universe.
Suppose a cow were philosophical and had religion it would have
a cow universe, and a cow solution of the problem, and it would
not be possible that it should see our God. Suppose cats became
philosophers, they would see a cat universe and have a cat
solution of the problem of the universe, and a cat ruling it. So
we see from this that our explanation of the universe is not the
whole of the solution. Neither does our conception cover the
whole of the universe. It would be a great mistake to accept
that tremendously selfish position which man is apt to take.
Such a solution of the universal problem as we can get from the
outside labours under this difficulty that in the first place
the universe we see is our own particular universe, our own view
of the Reality. That Reality we cannot see through the senses;
we cannot comprehend It. We only know the universe from the
point of view of beings with five senses. Suppose we obtain
another sense, the whole universe must change for us. Suppose we
had a magnetic sense, it is quite possible that we might then
find millions and millions of forces in existence which we do
not now know, and for which we have no present sense or feeling.
Our senses are limited, very limited indeed; and within these
limitations exists what we call our universe; and our God is the
solution of that universe, but that cannot be the solution of
the whole problem. But man cannot stop there. He is a thinking
being and wants to find a solution which will comprehensively
explain all the universes. He wants to see a world which is at
once the world of men, and of gods, and of all possible beings,
and to find a solution which will explain all phenomena.
We see, we must first find the universe which includes all
universes; we must find something which, by itself, must be the
material running through all these various planes of existence,
whether we apprehend it through the senses or not. If we could
possibly find something which we could know as the common
property of the lower as well as of the higher worlds, then our
problem would be solved. Even if by the sheer force of logic
alone we could understand that there must be one basis of all
existence, then our problem might approach to some sort of
solution; but this solution certainly cannot be obtained only
through the world we see and know, because it is only a partial
view of the whole.
Our only hope then lies in penetrating deeper. The early
thinkers discovered that the farther they were from; the centre,
the more marked were the variations and differentiations; and
that the nearer they approached the centre, the nearer they were
to unity. The nearer we are to the centre of a circle, the
nearer we are to the common ground in which all the radii meet;
and the farther we are from the centre, the more divergent is
our radial line from the others. The external world is far away
from the centre, and so there is no common ground in it where
all the phenomena of existence can meet. At best, the external
world is but one part of the whole of phenomena. There are other
parts, the mental, the moral, and the intellectual - the various
planes of existence - and to take up only one, and find a
solution of the whole out of that one, is simply impossible. We
first, therefore, want to find somewhere a centre from which, as
it were, all the other planes of existence start, and standing
there we should try to find a solution. That is the proposition.
And where is that centre? It is within us. The ancient sages
penetrated deeper and deeper until they found that in the
innermost core of the human soul is the centre of the whole
universe. All the planes gravitate towards that one point. That
is the common ground, and standing there alone can we find a
common solution. So the question who made this world is not very
philosophical, nor does its solution amount to anything.
This the Katha Upanishad speaks in very figurative language.
There was, in ancient times, a very rich man, who made a certain
sacrifice which required that he should give away everything
that he had. Now, this man was not sincere. He wanted to get the
fame and glory of having made the sacrifice, but he was only
giving things which were of no further use to him - old cows,
barren, blind, and lame. He had a boy called Nachiketas. This
boy saw that his father was not doing what was right, that he
was breaking his vow; but he did not know what to say to him. In
India, father and mother are living gods to their children. And
so the boy approached the father with the greatest respect and
humbly inquired of him, "Father, to whom are you going to give
me? For your sacrifice requires that everything shall be given
away." The father was very much vexed at this question and
replied, "What do you mean, boy? A father giving away his own
son?" The boy asked the question a second and a third time, and
then the angry father answered, "Thee I give unto Death (Yama)."
And the story goes on to say that the boy went to Yama, the god
of death. Yama was the first man who died. He went to heaven and
became the governor of all the Pitris; all the good people who
die, go, and live with him for a long time. He is a very pure
and holy person, chaste and good, as his name (Yama) implies.
So the boy went to Yama's world. But even gods are sometimes not
at home, and three days this boy had to wait there. After the
third day Yama returned. "O learned one," said Yama, "you have
been waiting here for three days without food, and you are a
guest worthy of respect. Salutation to thee, O Brahmin, and
welfare to me! I am very sorry I was not at home. But for that I
will make amends. Ask three boons, one for each day." And the
boy asked, "My first boon is that my father's anger against me
may pass away; that he will be kind to me and recognise me when
you allow me to depart." Yama granted this fully. The next boon
was that he wanted to know about a certain sacrifice which took
people to heaven. Now we have seen that the oldest idea which we
got in the Samhitâ portion of the Vedas was only about heaven
where they had bright bodies and lived with the fathers.
Gradually other ideas came, but they were not satisfying; there
was still need for something higher. Living in heaven would not
be very different from life in this world. At best, it would
only be a very healthy rich man's life, with plenty of
sense-enjoyments and a sound body which knows no disease. It
would be this material world, only a little more refined; and we
have seen the difficulty that the external material world can
never solve the problem. So no heaven can solve the problem. If
this world cannot solve the problem, no multiplication of this
world can do so, because we must always remember that matter is
only an infinitesimal part of the phenomena of nature. The vast
part of phenomena which we actually see is not matter. For
instance, in every moment of our life what a great part is
played by thought and feeling, compared with the material
phenomena outside! How vast is this internal world with its
tremendous activity! The sense-phenomena are very small compared
with it. The heaven solution commits this mistake; it insists
that the whole of phenomena is only in touch, taste, sight, etc.
So this idea of heaven did not give full satisfaction to all.
Yet Nachiketas asks, as the second boon, about some sacrifice
through which people might attain to this heaven. There was an
idea in the Vedas that these sacrifices pleased the gods and
took human beings to heaven.
In studying all religions you will notice the fact that whatever
is old becomes holy. For instance, our forefathers in India used
to write on birch bark, but in time they learnt how to make
paper. Yet the birch bark is still looked upon as very holy.
When the utensils in which they used to cook in ancient times
were improved upon, the old ones became holy; and nowhere is
this idea more kept up than in India. Old methods, which must be
nine or ten thousand years old, as of rubbing two sticks
together to make fire, are still followed. At the time of
sacrifice no other method will do. So with the other branch of
the Asiatic Aryans. Their modern descendants still like to
obtain fire from lightning, showing that they used to get fire
in this way. Even when they learnt other customs, they kept up
the old ones, which then became holy. So with the Hebrews. They
used to write on parchment. They now write on paper, but
parchment is very holy. So with all nations. Every rite which
you now consider holy was simply an old custom, and the Vedic
sacrifice were of this nature. In course of time, as they found
better methods of life, their ideas were much improved; still
these old forms remained, and from time to time they were
practiced and received a holy significance.
Then, a body of men made it their business to carry on these
sacrifices. These were the priests, who speculated on the
sacrifices, and the sacrifices became everything to them. The
gods came to enjoy the fragrance of the sacrifices, and it was
considered that everything in this world could be got by the
power of sacrifices. If certain oblations were made, certain
hymns chanted, certain peculiar forms of altars made, the gods
would grant everything. So Nachiketas asks by what form of
sacrifice can a man go to heaven. The second boon was also
readily granted by Yama who promised that this sacrifice should
henceforth be named after Nachiketas.
Then the third boon comes, and with that the Upanishad proper
begins. The boy said, "There is this difficulty: when a man dies
some say he is, others that he is not. Instructed by you I
desire to understand this." But Yama was frightened. He had been
very glad to grant the other two boons. Now he said, "The gods
in ancient times were puzzled on this point. This subtle law is
not easy to understand. Choose some other boon, O Nachiketas, do
not press me on this point, release me."
The boy was determined, and said, "What you have said is true, O
Death, that even the gods had doubts on this point, and it is no
easy matter to understand. But I cannot obtain another exponent
like you and there is no other boon equal to this."
Death said, "Ask for sons and grandsons who will live one
hundred years, many cattle, elephants, gold, and horses. Ask for
empire on this earth and live as many ears as you like. Or
choose any other boon which you think equal to these - wealth
and long life. Or be thou a king, O Nachiketas, on the wide
earth. I will make thee the enjoyer of all desires. Ask for all
those desires which are difficult to obtain in the world. These
heavenly maidens with chariots and music, which are not to be
obtained by man, are yours. Let them serve you. O Nachiketas,
but do not question me as to what comes after death."
Nachiketas said, "These are merely things of a day, O Death,
they wear away the energy of all the sense-organs. Even the
longest life is very short. These horses and chariots, dances
and songs, may remain with Thee. Man cannot be satisfied by
wealth. Can we retain wealth when we behold Thee? We shall live
only so long as Thou desires". Only the boon which I have asked
is chosen by me."
Yama was pleased with this answer and said, "Perfection is one
thing and enjoyment another; these two having different ends,
engage men differently. He who chooses perfection becomes pure.
He who chooses enjoyment misses his true end. Both perfection
and enjoyment present themselves to man; the wise man having
examined both distinguishes one from the other. He chooses
perfection as being superior to enjoyment, but the foolish man
chooses enjoyment for the pleasure of his body. O Nachiketas,
having thought upon the things which are only apparently
desirable, thou hast wisely abandoned them." Death then
proceeded to teach Nachiketas.
We now get a very developed idea of renunciation and Vedic
morality that until one has conquered the desires for enjoyment
the truth will not shine in him. So long as these vain desires
of our senses are clamouring and as it were dragging us outwards
every moment, making us slaves to everything outside - to a
little colour, a little taste, a little touch - notwithstanding
all our pretensions, how can the truth express itself in our
hearts?
Yama said, "That which is beyond never rises before the mind of
a thoughtless child deluded by the folly of riches. 'This world
exists, the other does not,' thinking thus they come again and
again under my power. To understand this truth is very
difficult. Many, even hearing it continually, do not understand
it, for the speaker must be wonderful, so must be the hearer.
The teacher must be wonderful, so must be the taught. Neither is
the mind to be disturbed By vain arguments, for it is no more a
question of argument, it is a question of fact." We have always
heard that every religion insists on our having faith. We have
been taught to believe blindly. Well, this idea of blind faith
is objectionable, no doubt, but analysing it, we find that
behind it is a very great truth. What it really means is what we
read now. The mind is not to be ruffled by vain arguments,
because argument will not help us to know God. It is a question
of fact, and not of argument. All argument and reasoning must be
based upon certain perceptions. Without these, there cannot be
any argument. Reasoning is the method of comparison between
certain facts which we have already perceived. If these
perceived facts are not there already, there cannot be any
reasoning. If this is true of external phenomena, why should it
not be so of the internal? The chemist takes certain chemicals
and certain results are produced. This is a fact; you see it,
sense it, and make that the basis on which to build all your
chemical arguments. So with the physicists, so with all other
sciences. All knowledge must stand on perception of certain
facts, and upon that we have to build our reasoning. But,
curiously enough the vast majority of mankind think, especially
at the present time, that no such perception is possible in
religion, that religion can only be apprehended by vain
arguments. Therefore we are told not to disturb the mind by vain
arguments. Religion is a question of fact, not of talk. We have
to analyse our own souls and to find what is there. We have to
understand it and to realise what is understood. That is
religion. No amount of talk will make religion. So the question
whether there is a God or not can never be proved by argument,
for the arguments are as much on one side as on the other. But
if there is a God, He is in our own hearts. Have you ever seen
Him? The question as to whether this world exists or not has not
yet been decided, and the debate between the idealists and the
realists is endless. Yet we know that the world exists, that it
goes on. We only change the meaning of words. So, with all the
questions of life, we must come to facts. There are certain
religious facts which, as in external science, have to be
perceived, and upon them religion will be built. Of course, the
extreme claim that you must believe every dogma of a religion is
degrading to the human mind. The man who asks you to believe
everything, degrades himself, and, if you believe, degrades you
too. The sages of the world have only the right to tell us that
they have analysed their minds and have found these facts, and
if we do the same we shall also believe, and not before. That is
all that there is in religion. But you must always remember
this, that as a matter of fact 99.9 per cent of those who attack
religion have never analysed their minds, have never struggled
to get at the facts. So their arguments do not have any weight
against religion, any more than the words of a blind man who
cries out, "You are all fools who believe in the sun," would
affect us.
This is one great idea to learn and to hold on to, this idea of
realisation. This turmoil and fight and difference in religions
will cease only when we understand that religion is not in books
and temples. It is an actual perception. Only the man who has
actually perceived God and soul has religion. There is no real
difference between the highest ecclesiastical giant who can talk
by the volume, and the lowest, most ignorant materialist. We are
all atheists; let us confess it. Mere intellectual assent does
not make us religious. Take a Christian, or a Mohammedan, or a
follower of any other religion in the world. Any man who truly
realised the truth of the Sermon on the Mount would be perfect,
and become a god immediately. Yet it is said that there are many
millions of Christians in the world. What is meant is that
mankind may at some time try to realise that Sermon. Not one in
twenty millions is a real Christian.
So, in India, there are said to be three hundred millions of
Vedantins. But if there were one in a thousand who had actually
realised religion, this world would soon be greatly changed. We
are all atheists, and yet we try to fight the man who admits it.
We are all in the dark; religion is to us a mere intellectual
assent, a mere talk, a mere nothing. We often consider a man
religious who can talk well. But this is not religion.
"Wonderful methods of joining words, rhetorical powers, and
explaining texts of the books in various ways - these are only
for the enjoyment of the learned, and not religion." Religion
comes when that actual realisation in our own souls begins. That
will be the dawn of religion; and then alone we shall be moral.
Now we are not much more moral than the animals. We are only
held down by the whips of society. If society said today, "I
will not punish you if you steal", we should just make a rush
for each other's property. It is the policeman that makes us
moral. It is social opinion that makes us moral, and really we
are little better than animals. We understand how much this is
so in the secret of our own hearts. So let us not be hypocrites.
Let us confess that we are not religious and have no right to
look down on others. We are all brothers and we shall be truly
moral when we have realised religion.
If you have seen a certain country, and a man forces you to say
that you have not seen it, still in your heart of hearts you
know you have. So, when you see religion and God in a more
intense sense than you see this external world, nothing will be
able to shake your belief. Then you have real faith. That is
what is meant by the words in your Gospel, "He who has faith
even as a grain of mustard seed." Then you will know the Truth
because you have become the Truth.
This is the watchword of the Vedanta - realise religion, no
talking will do. But it is done with great difficulty. He has
hidden Himself inside the atom, this Ancient One who resides in
the inmost recess of every human heart. The sages realised Him
through the power of introspection, and got beyond both joy and
misery, beyond what we call virtue and vice, beyond good and bad
deeds, beyond being and non-being; he who has seen Him has seen
the Reality. But what then about heaven? It was the idea of
happiness minus unhappiness. That is to say, what we want is the
joys of this life minus its sorrows. That is a very good idea,
no doubt; it comes naturally; but it is a mistake throughout,
because there is no such thing as absolute good, nor any such
thing as absolute evil.
You have all heard of that rich man in Rome who learnt one day
that he had only about a million pounds of his property left; he
said, "What shall I do tomorrow?" and forthwith committed
suicide. A million pounds was poverty to him. What is joy, and
what is sorrow? It is a vanishing quantity, continually
vanishing. When I was a child I thought if I could be a cabman,
it would be the very acme of happiness for me to drive about. I
do not think so now. To what joy will you cling? This is the one
point we must all try to understand, and it is one of the last
superstitions to leave us. Everyone's idea of pleasure is
different. I have seen a man who is not happy unless he swallows
a lump of opium every day. He may dream of a heaven where the
land is made of opium. That would be a very bad heaven for me.
Again and again in Arabian poetry we read of heaven with
beautiful gardens, through which rivers run. I lived much of my
life in a country where there is too much water; many villages
are flooded and thousands of lives are sacrificed every year.
So, my heaven would not have gardens through which rivers flow;
I would have a land where very little rain falls. Our pleasures
are always changing. If a young man dreams of heaven, he dreams
of a heaven where he will have a beautiful wife. When that same
man becomes old he does not want a wife. It is our necessities
which make our heaven, and the heaven changes with the change of
our necessities. If we had a heaven like that desired by those
to whom sense-enjoyment is the very end of existence, then we
would not progress. That would be the most terrible curse we
could pronounce on the soul. Is this all we can come to? A
little weeping and dancing, and then to die like a dog! What a
curse you pronounce on the head of humanity when you long for
these things! That is what you do when you cry after the joys of
this world, for you do not know what true joy is. What
philosophy insists on is not to give up joys, but to know what
joy really is. The Norwegian heaven is a tremendous fighting
place where they all sit before Odin; they have a wild boar
hunt, and then they go to war and slash each other to pieces.
But in some way or other, after a few hours of such fighting,
the wounds are all healed up, and they go into a hall where the
boar has been roasted, and have a carousal. And then the wild
boar takes form again, ready to be hunted the next day. That is
much the same thing as our heaven, not a whit worse, only our
ideas may be a little more refined. We want to hunt wild boars,
and get to a place where all enjoyments will continue, just as
the Norwegian imagines that the wild boar is hunted and eaten
every day, and recovers the next day.
Now, philosophy insists that there is a joy which is absolute,
which never changes. That joy cannot be the joys and pleasures
we have in this life, and yet Vedanta shows that everything that
is joyful in this life is but a particle of that real joy,
because that is the only joy there is. Every moment really we
are enjoying the absolute bliss, though covered up,
misunderstood, and caricatured. Wherever there is any blessing,
blissfulness, or joy, even the joy of the thief in stealing, it
is that absolute bliss coming out, only it has become obscured,
muddled up, as it were, with all sorts of extraneous conditions,
and misunderstood. But to understand that, we have to go through
the negation, and then the positive side will begin. We have to
give up ignorance and all that is false, and then truth will
begin to reveal itself to us. When we have grasped the truth,
things which we gave up at first will take new shape and form,
will appear to us in a new light, and become deified. They will
have become sublimated, and then we shall understand them in
their true light. But to understand them, we have first to get a
glimpse of truth; we must give them up at first, and then we get
them back again, deified. We have to give up all our miseries
and sorrows, all our little joys.
"That which all the Vedas declare, which is proclaimed by all
penances, seeking which men lead lives of continence, I will
tell you in one word - it is 'Om'." You will find this word "Om"
praised very much in the Vedas, and it is held to be very
sacred.
Now Yama answers the question: "What becomes of a man when the
body dies?" "This Wise One never dies, is never born, It arises
from nothing, and nothing arises from It. Unborn, Eternal,
Everlasting, this Ancient One can never be destroyed with the
destruction of the body. If the slayer thinks he can slay, or if
the slain thinks he is slain, they both do not know the truth,
for the Self neither slays nor is slain." A most tremendous
position. I should like to draw your attention to the adjective
in the first line, which is "wise". As we proceed we shall find
that the ideal of the Vedanta is that all wisdom and all purity
are in the soul already, dimly expressed or better expressed -
that is all the difference. The difference between man and man,
and all things in the whole creation, is not in kind but only in
degree. The background, the reality, of everyone is that same
Eternal, Ever Blessed, Ever Pure, and Ever Perfect One. It is
the Atman, the Soul, in the saint and the sinner, in the happy
and the miserable, in the beautiful and the ugly, in men and in
animals; it is the same throughout. It is the shining One. The
difference is caused by the power of expression. In some It is
expressed more, in others less, but this difference of
expression has no effect upon the Atman. If in their dress one
man shows more of his body than another, it does not make any
difference in their bodies; the difference is in their dress. We
had better remember here that throughout the Vedanta philosophy,
there is no such thing as good and bad, they are not two
different things; the same thing is good or bad, and the
difference is only in degree. The very thing I call pleasurable
today, tomorrow under better circumstances I may call pain. The
fire that warms us can also consume us; it is not the fault of
the fire. Thus, the Soul being pure and perfect, the man who
does evil is giving the lie unto himself, he does not know the
nature of himself. Even in the murderer the pure Soul is there;
It dies not. It was his mistake; he could not manifest It; he
had covered It up. Nor in the man who thinks that he is killed
is the Soul killed; It is eternal. It can never be killed, never
destroyed. "Infinitely smaller than the smallest, infinitely
larger than the largest, this Lord of all is present in the
depths of every human heart. The sinless, bereft of all misery,
see Him through the mercy of the Lord; the Bodiless, yet
dwelling in the body; the Spaceless, yet seeming to occupy
space; Infinite, Omnipresent: knowing such to be the Soul, the
sages never are miserable."
"This Atman is not to be realised by the power of speech, nor by
a vast intellect, nor by the study of their Vedas." This is a
very bold utterance. As I told you before, the sages were very
bold thinkers, and never stopped at anything. You will remember
that in India these Vedas are regarded in a much higher light
than even the Christians regard their Bible. Your idea of
revelation is that a man was inspired by God; but in India the
idea is that things exist because they are in the Vedas. In and
through the Vedas the whole creation has come. All that is
called knowledge is in the Vedas. Every word is sacred and
eternal, eternal as the soul, without beginning and without end.
The whole of the Creator's mind is in this book, as it were.
That is the light in which the Vedas are held. Why is this thing
moral? Because the Vedas say so. Why is that thing immoral?
Because the Vedas say so. In spite of that, look at the boldness
of these sages whom proclaimed that the truth is not to be found
by much study of the Vedas. "With whom the Lord is pleased, to
that man He expresses Himself." But then, the objection may be
advanced that this is something like partisanship. But at Yama
explains, "Those who are evil-doers, whose minds area not
peaceful, can never see the Light. It is to those who are true
in heart, pure in deed, whose senses are controlled, that this
Self manifests Itself."
Here is a beautiful figure. Picture the Self to be then rider
and this body the chariot, the intellect to be the charioteer,
mind the reins, and the senses the horses. He whose horses are
well broken, and whose reins are strong and kept well in the
hands of the charioteer (the intellect) reaches the goal which
is the state of Him, the Omnipresent. But the man whose horses
(the senses) are not controlled, nor the reins (the mind) well
managed, goes to destruction. This Atman in all beings does not
manifest Himself to the eyes or the senses, but those whose
minds have become purified and refined realise Him. Beyond all
sound, all sight, beyond form, absolute, beyond all taste and
touch, infinite, without beginning and without end, even beyond
nature, the Unchangeable; he who realises Him, frees himself
from the jaws of death. But it is very difficult. It is, as it
were, walking on the edge of a razor; the way is long and
perilous, but struggle on, do not despair. Awake, arise, and
stop not till the goal is reached.
The one central idea throughout all the Upanishads is that of
realisation. A great many questions will arise from time to
time, and especially to the modern man. There will be the
question of utility, there will be various other questions, but
in all we shall find that we are prompted by our past
associations. It is association of ideas that has such a
tremendous power over our minds. To those who from childhood
have always heard of a Personal God and the personality of the
mind, these ideas will of course appear very stern and harsh,
but if they listen to them and think over them, they will become
part of their lives and will no longer frighten them. The great
question that generally arises is the utility of philosophy. To
that there can be only one answer: if on the utilitarian ground
it is good for men to seek for pleasure, why should not those
whose pleasure is in religious speculation seek for that?
Because sense-enjoyments please many, they seek for them, but
there may be others whom they do not please, who want higher
enjoyment. The dog's pleasure is only in eating and drinking.
The dog cannot understand the pleasure of the scientist who
gives up everything, and, perhaps, dwells on the top of a
mountain to observe the position of certain stars. The dogs may
smile at him and think he is a madman. Perhaps this poor
scientist never had money enough to marry even, and lives very
simply. May be, the dog laughs at him. But the scientist says,
"My dear dog, your pleasure is only in the senses which you
enjoy, and you know nothing beyond; but for me this is the most
enjoyable life, and if you have the right to seek your pleasure
in your own way, so have I in mine." The mistake is that we want
to tie the whole world down to our own plane of thought and to
make our mind the measure of the whole universe. To you, the old
sense-things are, perhaps, the greatest pleasure, but it is not
necessary that my pleasure should be the same, and when you
insist upon that, I differ from you. That is the difference
between the worldly utilitarian and the religious man. The first
man says, "See how happy I am. I get money, but do not bother my
head about religion. It is too unsearchable, and I am happy
without it." So far, so good; good for all utilitarians. But
this world is terrible. If a man gets happiness in any way
excepting by injuring his fellow-beings, godspeed him; but when
this man comes to me and says, "You too must do these things,
you will be a fool if you do not," I say, "You are wrong,
because the very things, which are pleasurable to you, have not
the slightest attraction for me. If I had to go after a few
handfuls of gold, my life would not be worth living! I should
die." That is the answer the religious man would make. The fact
is that religion is possible only for those who have finished
with these lower things. We must have our own experiences, must
have our full run. It is only when we have finished this run
that the other world opens.
The enjoyments of the senses sometimes assume another phase
which is dangerous and tempting. You will always hear the idea -
in very old times, in every religion - that a time will come
when all the miseries of life wills cease, and only its joys and
pleasures will remain, and this earth will become a heaven. That
I do not believe. This earth will always remain this same world.
It is a most terrible thing to say, yet I do not see my way out
of it. The misery in the world is like chronic rheumatism in the
body; drive it from one part and it goes to another, drive it
from there and you will feel it somewhere else. Whatever you do,
it is still there. In olden times people lived in forests, and
ate each other; in modern times they do not eat each other's
flesh, but they cheat one another. Whole countries and cities
are ruined by cheating. That does not show much progress. I do
not see that what you call progress in the world is other than
the multiplication of desires. If one thing is obvious to me it
is this that desires bring all misery; it is the state of the
beggar, who is always begging for something, and unable to see
anything without the wish to possess it, is always longing,
longing for more. If the power to satisfy our desires is
increased in arithmetical progression, the power of desire is
increased in geometrical progression. The sum total of happiness
and misery in this world is at least the same throughout. If a
wave rises in the ocean it makes a hollow somewhere. If
happiness comes to one man, unhappiness comes to another or,
perhaps, to some animal. Men are increasing in numbers and some
animals are decreasing; we are killing them off, and taking
their land; we are taking all means of sustenance from them. How
can we say, then, that happiness is increasing? The strong race
eats up the weaker, but do you think that the strong race will
be very happy? No; they will begin to kill each other. I do not
see on practical grounds how this world can become a heaven.
Facts are against it. On theoretical grounds also, I see it
cannot be.
Perfection is always infinite. We are this infinite already, and
we are trying to manifest that infinity. You and I, and all
beings, are trying to manifest it. So far it is all right. But
from this fact some German philosophers have started a peculiar
theory - that this manifestation will become higher and higher
until we attain perfect manifestation, until we have become
perfect beings. What is meant by perfect manifestation?
Perfection means infinity, and manifestation means limit, and so
it means that we shall become unlimited limiteds, which is
self-contradictory. Such a theory may please children; but it is
poisoning their minds with lies, and is very bad for religion.
But we know that this world is a degradation, that man is a
degradation of God, and that Adam fell. There is no religion
today that does not teach that man is a degradation. We have
been degraded down to the animal, and are now going up, to
emerge out of this bondage. But we shall never be able entirely
to manifest the Infinite here. We shall struggle hard, but there
will come a time when we shall find that it is impossible to be
perfect here, while we are bound by the senses. And then the
march back to our original state of Infinity will be sounded.
This is renunciation. We shall have to get out of the difficulty
by reversing the process by which we got in, and then morality
and charity will begin. What is the watchword of all ethical
codes? "Not I, but thou", and this "I" is the outcome of the
Infinite behind, trying to manifest Itself on the outside world.
This little "I" is the result, and it will have to go back and
join the Infinite, its own nature. Every time you say, "Not I,
my brother, but thou", you are trying to go back, and every time
you say "I, and not thou", you take the false step of trying to
manifest the Infinite through the sense-world. That brings
struggles and evils into the world, but after a time
renunciation must come, eternal renunciation. The little "I" is
dead and gone. Why care so much for this little life? All these
vain desires of living and enjoying this life, here or in some
other place, bring death.
If we are developed from animals, the animals also may be
degraded men. How do you know it is not so? You have seen that
the proof of evolution is simply this: you find a series of
bodies from the lowest to the highest rising in a gradually
ascending scale. But from that how can you insist that it is
always from the lower upwards, and never from the higher
downwards? The argument applies both ways, and if anything is
true, I believe it is that the series is repeating itself in
going up and down. How can you have evolution without
involution? Our struggle for the higher life shows that we have
been degraded from a high state. It must be so, only it may vary
as to details. I always cling to the idea set forth with one
voice by Christ, Buddha, and the Vedanta, that we must all come
to perfection in time, but only by giving up this imperfection.
This world is nothing. It is at best only a hideous caricature,
a shadow of the Reality. We must go to the Reality. Renunciation
will take us to It. Renunciation is the very basis of our true
life; every moment of goodness and real life that we enjoy is
when we do not think of ourselves. This little separate self
must die. Then we shall find that we are in the Real, and that
Reality is God, and He is our own true nature, and He is always
in us and with us. Let us live in Him and stand in Him. It is
the only joyful state of existence. Life on the plane of the
Spirit is the only life, and let us all try to attain to this
realisation.
CHAPTER IX
UNITY IN DIVERSITY
(Delivered in London, 3rd November 1896)
"The Self-existent One projected the senses outwards and,
therefore, a man looks outward, not within himself. A certain
wise one, desiring immortality, with inverted senses, perceived
the Self within." As I have already said, the first inquiry that
we find in the Vedas was concerning outward things, and then a
new idea came that the reality of things is not to be found in
the external world; not by looking outwards, but by turning the
eyes, as it is literally expressed, inwards. And the word used
for the Soul is very significant: it is He who has gone inward,
the innermost reality of our being, the heart centre, the core,
from which, as it were, everything comes out; the central sun of
which the mind, the body, the sense-organs, and everything else
we have are but rays going outwards. "Men of childish intellect,
ignorant persons, run after desires which are external, and
enter the trap of far-reaching death, but the wise,
understanding immortality, never seek for the Eternal in this
life of finite things." The same idea is here made clear that in
this external world, which is full of finite things, it is
impossible to see and find the Infinite. The Infinite must be
sought in that alone which is infinite, and the only thing
infinite about us is that which is within us, our own soul.
Neither the body, nor the mind, not even our thoughts, nor the
world we see around us, are infinite. The Seer, He to whom they
all belong, the Soul of man, He who is awake in the internal
man, alone is infinite, and to seek for the Infinite Cause of
this whole universe we must go there. In the Infinite Soul alone
we can find it. "What is here is there too, and what is there is
here also. He who sees the manifold goes from death to death."
We have seen how at first there was the desire to go to heaven.
When these ancient Aryans became dissatisfied with the world
around them, they naturally thought that after death they would
go to some place where there would be all happiness without any
misery; these places they multiplied and called Svargas - the
word may be translated as heavens - where there would be joy
forever, the body would become perfect, and also the mind, and
there they would live with their forefathers. But as soon as
philosophy came, men found that this was impossible and absurd.
The very idea of an infinite in place would be a contradiction
in terms, as a place must begin and continue in time. Therefore
they had to give up that idea. They found out that the gods who
lived in these heavens had once been human beings on earth, who
through their good works had become gods, and the godhoods, as
they call them, were different states, different positions; none
of the gods spoken of in the Vedas are permanent individuals.
For instance, Indra and Varuna are not the names of certain
persons, but the names of positions as governors and so on. The
Indra who had lived before is not the same person as the Indra
of the present day; he has passed away, and another man from
earth has filled his place. So with all the other gods These are
certain positions, which are filled successively by human souls
who have raised themselves to the condition of gods, and yet
even they die. In the old Rig-Veda we find the word
"immortality" used with regard to these gods, but later on it is
dropped entirely, for they found that immortality which is
beyond time and space cannot be spoken of with regard to any
physical form, however subtle it may be. However fine it may be,
it must have a beginning in time and space, for the necessary
factors that enter into the make-up of form are in space. Try to
think of a form without space: it is impossible. Space is one of
the materials, as it were, which make up the form, and this is
continually changing Space and time are in Maya, and this idea
is expressed in the line - "What is hole, that is there too." If
there are these gods, they must be bound by the same laws that
apply here, and all laws involve destruction and renewal again
and again. These laws are moulding matter into different forms,
and crushing them out again. Everything born must die; and so,
if there are heavens, the same laws must hold good there.
In this world we find that all happiness is followed by misery
as its shadow. Life has its shadow, death. They must go
together, because they are not contradictory, not two separate
existences, but different manifestations of the same unit, life
and death, sorrow and happiness, good and evil. The dualistic
conception that good and evil are two separate entities, and
that they are both going on eternally is absurd on the face of
it. They are the diverse manifestations of one and the same
fact, one time appearing as bad, and at another time as good.
The difference does not exist in kind, but only in degree. They
differ from each other in degree of intensity. We find as a fact
that the same nerve systems carry good and bad sensations alike,
and when the nerves are injured, neither sensation comes to us.
If a certain nerve is paralysed, we do not get the pleasurable
feelings that used to come along that wires and at the same time
we do not get the painful feelings either. They are never two,
but the same. Again. the same thing produces pleasure and pain
at different times of life. The same phenomenon will produce
pleasure in one, and pain in another. The eating of meat
produces pleasure to a man, but pain to the animal which is
eaten. There has never been anything which gives pleasure to all
alike. Some are pleased, others displeased. So on it will go.
Therefore, this duality of existence is denied. And what
follows? I told you in my last lecture that we can never have
ultimately everything good on this earth and nothing bad. It may
have disappointed and frightened some of you, but I cannot help
it, and I am open to conviction when I am shown to the contrary;
but until that can be proved to me, and I can find that it is
true, I cannot say so.
The general argument against my statement, and apparently a very
convincing one, is this that in the course of evolution, all
that is evil in what we see around us is gradually being
eliminated, and the result is that if this elimination continues
for millions of years, a time will come when all the evil will
have been extirpated, and the good alone will remain. This is
apparently a very sound argument. Would to God it were true! But
there is a fallacy in it, and it is this that it takes for
granted that both good and evil are things that are eternally
fixed. It takes for granted that there is a definite mass of
evil, which may be represented by a hundred, and likewise of
good, and that this mass of evil is being diminished every day,
leaving only the good. But is it so? The history of the world
shows that evil is a continuously increasing quantity, as well
as good. Take the lowest man; he lives in the forest. His sense
of enjoyment is very small, and so also is his power to suffer.
His misery is entirely on the sense-plane. If he does not get
plenty of food, he is miserable; but give him plenty of food and
freedom to rove and to hunt, and he is perfectly happy. His
happiness consists only in the senses, and so does his misery
also. But if that man increases in knowledge, his happiness will
increase, the intellect will open to him, and his
sense-enjoyment will evolve into intellectual enjoyment. He will
feel pleasure in reading a beautiful poem, and a mathematical
problem will be of absorbing interest to him. But, with these,
the inner nerves will become more and more susceptible to
miseries of mental pain, of which the savage does not think.
Take a very simple illustration. In Tibet there is no marriage,
and there is no jealousy, yet we know that marriage is a much
higher state. The Tibetans have not known the wonderful
enjoyment, the blessing of chastity, the happiness of having a
chaste, virtuous wife, or a chaste, virtuous husband. These
people cannot feel that. And similarly they do not feel the
intense jealousy of the chaste wife or husband, or the misery
caused by unfaithfulness on either side, with all the
heart-burnings and sorrows which believers in chastity
experience. On one side, the latter gain happiness, but on the
other, they suffer misery too.
Take your country which is the richest in the world, and which
is more luxurious than any other, and see how intense is the
misery, how many more lunatics you have, compared with other
races, only because the desires are so keen. A man must keep up
a high standard of living, and the amount of money he spends in
one year would be a fortune to a man in India. You cannot preach
to him of simple living because society demands so much of him.
The wheel of society is rolling on; it stops not for the widow's
tears or the orphans' wails. This is the state of things
everywhere. Your sense of enjoyment is developed, your society
is very much more beautiful than some others. You have so many
more things to enjoy. But those who have fewer have much less
misery. You can argue thus throughout, the higher the ideal you
have in the brain, the greater is your enjoyment, and the more
profound your misery. One is like the shadow of the other. That
the evils are being eliminated may be true, but if so, the good
also must be dying out. But are not evils multiplying fast, and
good diminishing, if I may so put it? If good increases in
arithmetical progression, evil increase in geometrical
progression. And this is Maya. This is neither optimism nor
pessimism. Vedanta does not take the position that this world is
only a miserable one. That would be untrue. At the same time, it
is a mistake to say that this world is full of happiness and
blessings. So it is useless to tell children that this world is
all good, all flowers, all milk and honey. That is what we have
all dreamt. At the same time it is erroneous to think, because
one man has suffered more than another, that all is evil. It is
this duality, this play of good and evil that makes our world of
experiences. At the same time the Vedanta says, "Do not think
that good and evil are two, are two separate essences, for they
are one and the same thing, appearing in different degrees and
in different guises and producing differences of feeling in the
same mind." So, the first thought of the Vedanta is the finding
of unity in the external; the One Existence manifesting Itself,
however different It may appear in manifestation. Think of the
old crude theory of the Persians - two gods creating this world,
the good god doing everything that is good, and the bad one,
everything bad. On the very face of it, you see the absurdity,
for if it be carried out, every law of nature must have two
parts, one of which is manipulated by one god, and then he goes
away and the other god manipulates the other part. There the
difficulty comes that both are working in the same world, and
these two gods keep themselves in harmony by injuring one
portion and doing good to another. This is a crude case, of
course, the crudest way of expressing the duality of existence.
But, take the more advanced, the more abstract theory that this
world is partly good and partly bad. This also is absurd,
arguing from the same standpoint. It is the law of unity that
gives us our food, and it is the same law that kills many
through accidents or misadventure.
We find, then, that this world is neither optimistic nor
pessimistic; it is a mixture of both, and as we go on we shall
find that the whole blame is taken away from nature and put upon
our own shoulders. At the same time the Vedanta shows the way
out, but not by denial of evil, because it analyses boldly the
fact as it is and does not seek to conceal anything. It is not
hopeless; it is not agnostic. It finds out a remedy, but it
wants to place that remedy on adamantine foundations: not by
shutting the child's mouth and blinding its eyes with something
which is untrue, and which the child will find out in a few
days. I remember when I was young, a young man's father died and
left him poorly off, with a large family to support, and he
found that his father's friends were unwilling to help him. He
had a conversation with a clergyman who offered this
consolation, "Oh, it is all good, all is sent for our good."
That is the old method of trying to put a piece of gold leaf on
an old sore. It is a confession of weakness, of absurdity. The
young man went away, and six months afterwards a son was born to
the clergyman, and he gave a thanksgiving party to which the
young man was invited. The clergyman prayed, "Thank God for His
mercies." And the young man stood up and said, "Stop, this is
all misery." The clergyman asked, "Why?" "Because when my father
died you said it was good, though apparently evil; so now, this
is apparently good, but really evil." Is this the way to cure
the misery of the world? Be good and have mercy on those who
suffer. Do not try to patch it up, nothing will cure this world;
go beyond it.
This is a world of good and evil. Wherever there is good, evil
follows, but beyond and behind all these manifestations, all
these contradictions, the Vedanta finds out that Unity. It says,
"Give up what is evil and give up what is good." What remains
then? Behind good and evil stands something which is yours, the
real you, beyond every evil, and beyond every good too, and it
is that which is manifesting itself as good and bad. Know that
first, and then and then alone you will be a true optimist, and
not before; for then you will be able to control everything.
Control these manifestations and you will be at liberty to
manifest the real "you". First be master of yourself, stand up
and be free, go beyond the pale of these laws, for these laws do
not absolutely govern you, they are only part of your being.
First find out that you are not the slave of nature, never were
and never will be; that this nature, infinite as you may think
it, is only finite, a drop in the ocean, and your Soul is the
ocean; you are beyond the stars, the sun, and the. They are like
mere bubbles compared with your infinite being. Know that, and
you will control both good and evil. Then alone the whole vision
will change and you will stand up and say, "How beautiful is
good and how wonderful is evil!"
That is what the Vedanta teaches. It does not propose any
slipshod remedy by covering wounds with gold leaf and the more
the wound festers, putting on more gold leaf. This life is a
hard fact; work your way through it boldly, though it may be
adamantine; no matter, the soul is stronger. It lays no
responsibility on little gods; for you are the makers of your
own fortunes. You make yourselves suffer, you make good and
evil, and it is you who put your hands before your eyes and say
it is dark. Take your hands away and see the light; you are
effulgent, you are perfect already, from the very beginning. We
now understand the verse: "He goes from death to death who sees
the many here." See that One and be free.
How are we to see it? This mind, so deluded, so weak, so easily
led, even this mind can be strong and may catch a glimpse of
that knowledge, that Oneness, which saves us from dying again
and again. As rain falling upon a mountain flows in various
streams down the sides of the mountain, so all the energies
which you see here are from that one Unit. It has become
manifold falling upon Maya. Do not run after the manifold; go
towards the One. "He is in all that moves; He is in all that is
pure; He fills the universe; He is in the sacrifice; He is the
guest in the house; He is in man, in water, in animals, in
truth; He is the Great One. As fire coming into this world is
manifesting itself in various forms, even so, that one Soul of
the universe is manifesting Himself in all these various forms.
As air coming into this universe manifests itself in various
forms, even so, the One Soul of all souls, of all beings, is
manifesting Himself in all forms." This is true for you when you
have understood this Unity, and not before Then is all optimism,
because He is seen everywhere. The question is that if all this
be true that that Pure One - the Self, the Infinite - has
entered all this, how is it that He suffers, how is it that He
becomes miserable, impure? He does not, says the Upanishad. "As
the sun is the cause of the eyesight of every being, yet is not
made defective by the defect in any eye, even so the Self of all
is not affected by the miseries of the body, or by any misery
that is around you." I may have some disease and see everything
yellow, but the sun is not affected by it. "He is the One, the
Creator of all, the Ruler of all, the Internal Soul of every
being - He who makes His Oneness manifold. Thus sages who
realise Him as the Soul of their souls, unto them belongs
eternal peace; unto none else, unto none else. He who in this
world of evanescence finds Him who never changes, he who in this
universe of death finds that One Life, he who in this manifold
finds that Oneness, and all those who realise Him as the Soul of
their souls, to them belongs eternal peace; unto none else, unto
none else. Where to find Him in the external world, where to
find Him in the suns, and moons, and stars? There the sun cannot
illumine, nor the moon, nor the stars, the flash of lightning
cannot illumine the place; what to speak of this mortal fire? He
shining, everything else shines. It is His light that they have
borrowed, and He is shining through them." Here is another
beautiful simile. Those of you who have been in India and have
seen how the banyan tree comes from one root and spreads itself
far around, will understand this. He is that banyan tree; He is
the root of all and has branched out until He has become this
universe, and however far He extends, every one of these trunks
and branches is connected.
Various heavens are spoken of in the Brâhmana portions of the
Vedas, but the philosophical teaching of the Upanishads gives up
the idea of going to heaven. Happiness is not in this heaven or
in that heaven, it is in the soul; places do not signify
anything. Here is another passage which shows the different
states of realisation "In the heaven of the forefathers, as a
man sees things in a dream, so the Real Truth is seen." As in
dreams we see things hazy and not so distinct, so we see the
Reality there. There is another heaven called the Gandharva, in
which it is still less clear; as a man sees his own reflection
in the water, so is the Reality seen there. The highest heaven,
of which the Hindus conceive is called the Brahmaloka; and in
this, the Truth is seen much more clearly, like light and shade,
but not yet quite distinctly. But as a man sees his own face in
a mirror, perfect, distinct, and clear, so is the Truth shining
in the soul of man. The highest heaven, therefore, is in our own
souls; the greatest temple of worship is the human soul, greater
than all heavens, says the Vedanta; for in no heaven anywhere,
can we understand the reality as distinctly and clearly as in
this life, in our own soul. Changing places does not help one
much. I thought while I was in India that the cave would give me
clearer vision. I found it was not so. Then I thought the forest
would do so, then, Varanasi. But the same difficulty existed
everywhere, because we make our own worlds. If I am evil, the
whole world is evil to me. That is what the Upanishad says. And
the same thing applies to all worlds. If I die and go to heaven,
I should find the same, for until I am pure it is no use going
to caves, or forests, or to Varanasi, or to heaven, and if I
have polished my mirror, it does not matter where I live, I get
the Reality just as It is. So it is useless, running hither and
thither, and spending energy in vain, which should be spent only
in polishing the mirror. The same idea is expressed again: "None
sees Him, none sees His form with the eyes. It is in the mind,
in the pure mind, that He is seen, and this immortality is
gained."
Those who were at the summer lectures on Râja-Yoga will be
interested to know that what was taught then was a different
kind of Yoga. The Yoga which we are now considering consists
chiefly in controlling the senses. When the senses are held as
slaves by the human soul, when they can no longer disturb the
mind, then the Yogi has reached the goal. "When all vain desires
of the heart have been given up, then this very mortal becomes
immortal, then he becomes one with God even here. When all the
knots of the heart are cut asunder, then the mortal becomes
immortal, and he enjoys Brahman here." Here, on this earth,
nowhere else.
A few words ought to be said here. You will generally hear that
this Vedanta, this philosophy and other Eastern systems, look
only to something beyond, letting go the enjoyments and struggle
of this life. This idea is entirely wrong. It is only ignorant
people who do not know anything of Eastern thought, and never
had brain enough to understand anything of its real teaching,
that tell you so. On the contrary, we read in our scriptures
that our philosophers do not want to go to other worlds, but
depreciate them as places where people weep and laugh for a
little while only and then die. As long as we are weak we shall
have to go through these experiences; but whatever is true, is
here, and that is the human soul. And this also is insisted
upon, that by committing suicide, we cannot escape the
inevitable; we cannot evade it. But the right path is hard to
find. The Hindu is just as practical as the Western, only we
differ in our views of life. The one says, build a good house,
let us have good clothes and food, intellectual culture, and so
on, for this is the whole of life; and in that he is immensely
practical. But the Hindu says, true knowledge of the world means
knowledge of the soul, metaphysics; and he wants to enjoy that
life. In America there was a great agnostic, a very noble man, a
very good man, and a very fine speaker. He lectured on religion,
which he said was of no use; why bother our heads about other
worlds? He employed this simile; we have an orange here, and we
want to squeeze all the juice out of it. I met him once and
said, "I agree with you entirely. I have some fruit, and I too
want to squeeze out the juice. Our difference lies in the choice
of the fruit. You want an orange, and I prefer a mango. You
think it is enough to live here and eat and drink and have a
little scientific knowledge; but you have no right to say that
that will suit all tastes. Such a conception is nothing to me.
If I had only to learn how an apple falls to the ground, or how
an electric current shakes my nerves, I would commit suicide. I
want to understand the heart of things, the very kernel itself.
Your study is the manifestation of life, mine is the life
itself. My philosophy says you must know that and drive out from
your mind all thoughts of heaven and hell and all other
superstitions, even though they exist in the same sense that
this world exists. I must know the heart of this life, its very
essence, what it is, not only how it works and what are its
manifestations. I want the why of everything, I leave the how to
children. As one of your countrymen said, 'While I am smoking a
cigarette, if I were to write a book, it would be the science of
the cigarette.' It is good and great to be scientific, God bless
them in their search; but when a man says that is all, he is
talking foolishly, not caring to know the raison d'être of life,
never studying existence itself. I may argue that all your
knowledge is nonsense, without a basis. You are studying the
manifestations of life, and when I ask you what life is, you say
you do not know. You are welcome to your study, but leave me to
mine."
I am practical, very practical, in my own way. So your idea that
only the West is practical is nonsense. You are practical in one
way, and I in another. There are different types of men and
minds. If in the East a man is told that he will find out the
truth by standing on one leg all his life, he will pursue that
method. If in the West men hear that there is a gold mine
somewhere in an uncivilised country, thousands will face the
dangers there, in the hope of getting the gold; and, perhaps,
only one succeeds. The same men have heard that they have souls
but are content to leave the care of them to the church. The
first man will not go near the savages, he says it may be
dangerous. But if we tell him that on the top of a high mountain
lives a wonderful sage who can give him knowledge of the soul,
he tries to climb up to him, even if he be killed in the
attempt. Both types of men are practical, but the mistake lies
in regarding this world as the whole of life. Yours is the
vanishing point of enjoyment of the senses - there is nothing
permanent in it, it only brings more and more misery - while
mine brings eternal peace.
I do not say your view is wrong, you are welcome to it. Great
good and blessing come out of it, but do not, therefore, condemn
my view. Mine also is practical in its own way. Let us all work
on our own plans. Would to God all of us were equally practical
on both sides. I have seen some scientists who were equally
practical, both as scientists and as spiritual men, and it is my
great hope that in course of time the whole of humanity will be
efficient in the same manner. When a kettle of water is coming
to the boil, if you watch the phenomenon, you find first one
bubble rising, and then another and so on, until at last they
all join, and a tremendous commotion takes place. This world is
very similar. Each individual is like a bubble, and the nations,
resemble many bubbles. Gradually these nations are joining, and
I am sure the day will come when separation will vanish and that
Oneness to which we are all going will become manifest. A time
must come when every man will be as intensely practical in the
scientific world as in the spiritual, and then that Oneness, the
harmony of Oneness, will pervade the whole world. The whole of
mankind will become Jivanmuktas - free whilst living. We are all
struggling towards that one end through our jealousies and
hatreds, through our love and co-operation. A tremendous stream
is flowing towards the ocean carrying us all along with it; and
though like straws and scraps of paper we may at times float
aimlessly about, in the long run we are sure to join the Ocean
of Life and Bliss.